Thursday, April 24, 2014

Let’s get personal

(If you don’t want to hear about my personal life, just skip this.)

I just had a major fight with my mom. You see, it’s just me and her and even though I’m her “baby girl” we don’t have that much in common and we never talk about our problems.

That’s because our problems mainly consist of each other.

My mom is a bit of a hoarder. Not that she admits it. I wish I had the guts to post pictures of the hell I’m currently living in. There is a room in our house that is full of stuff. My “bedroom” is a room with a bed and that’s all it is to me. I can’t let it be anything else because there’s no room for my anything. I’m lucky I got one room clean enough to act as my office so I have a little sanctuary.

So I, with the help of my mom’s best friend, have been chipping away at the mounds of crap currently occupying the house. My current goal is making the kitchen a place to want to cook in. Amongst everything else, I’m trying to lose the weight my depression packed on. I would really just like to be under 300 again. So I’m doing Weight Watchers with my sister and I need to eat better. So having a kitchen I can control is very important to me. So my first step was to clear out the cupboards that have food in it from when I last lived in the house.

I wish I was kidding. We found boxes with expirations of 1999. It was older than some of the people on this very site. Hell, it was older than most websites.

But the cause of this most recent fight of ours was something I threw away. You see, for the past 15 years Mom has worked at a flea market. And I say work very loosely, but that’s a different rant for a different day. Anyway, this flea market has recently began selling food items that are just past their expirations. Apparently this is an okay practice to do. So Mom, in her infinite bargain wisdom, buys all this food that is, for all intents and purposes, bad.

And I clean the house, read the dates, and throw them away.

So in her mind I’m throwing money away.

But what I threw away this time was the last straw. She had gotten about 6 packages of various K - Cup pods. Apple Cider… iced coffee… I think a tea of some sort… We don’t have a k - cup machine.

Our at least we didn’t when she bought them last summer. We didn’t when I through them away in January.

We didn’t until last night when she decides we needed one.

Thus the fight.

But I snapped at her. I told her exactly how I feel about living in her house and not having a place of my own. My whole life I’ve been moving around to other people’s houses and never once have I had my own place.

And she doesn’t even listen to me. I pour my heart out and she only asks why I have to throw out her stuff. Never do I throw out my stuff.

But I don’t have anything of my own!

So now we sit on opposite ends of the house refusing to apologize to each other. I just wish I had somewhere else to stay.

Lonely goose in the rain.

Lonely goose in the rain.

Wednesday, April 23, 2014
See how blonde I am now?

It’s weird for me.

See how blonde I am now?

It’s weird for me.

Anonymous asked: u live in uk or us or somewhere else

US

But I’m not that proud of it.

troy-my-wagner:

enigmaharper:

troy-my-wagner:

We have a Troy-my-Wagner, Joseph-my-Delage, Tim-my-Sutton

but you know what we don’t have?

Brian-my-Haight

Someone has it.

I tried creating a new side blog for the cause and it was already in use.

When you go to it, there are no posts.

It only says, “U mad?”

No, not mad… just disappointed.

That’s so fucking stupid.
Try Brianmyhaight

done!

new side blog incoming

I suddenly got Teddy Bear Picnic stuck in my head.

I’m gonna do another lyric rewrite.

It’s eerily perfect for Marble Hornets.

troy-my-wagner:

We have a Troy-my-Wagner, Joseph-my-Delage, Tim-my-Sutton

but you know what we don’t have?

Brian-my-Haight

Someone has it.

I tried creating a new side blog for the cause and it was already in use.

When you go to it, there are no posts.

It only says, “U mad?”

No, not mad… just disappointed.

Tuesday, April 22, 2014

I’m kinda blonde now.

Not sure what to think of it. Like, it looks nice, but I didn’t think highlights would turn to sort-of all over color with a couple lowllights of your natural color.

No pic yet, but soon.

Monday, April 21, 2014
It’s so nice even the carts just want to lay out in the sun.

It’s so nice even the carts just want to lay out in the sun.

Sunday, April 20, 2014

missarkensaw:

I remembered about that do you want to make a movie thing. then I did this…

lyrics by: enigmaharper

original post: http://enigmaharper.tumblr.com/post/81469567793/its-time-for-another-bad-lyric-rewrite-for-marble

[squeee!]

I didn’t think anyone would actually do it.

It’s perfect!

Thank you.